A year ago today we found out our little bean had anencephaly and was not 'compatible' with life. Also just hours before and sharing the date our first neice was brought into the world. A beautiful blue eyed bundle of joy who today celebrates turning 1. A rollercoaster in emotions.
The following day we see the consultant and all our worst fears were confirmed and I went on to have my termination 2nd May.
Tomorrow I see the same consultant exactly a year later as our little 'Roo' had lots of fluid behind its neck and spine at our scan last Wednesday and I had been dated back a week and was only 10+4.
Today I've not yet made it out of bed. My husbands on training. I'm lost, confused, upset and so scared of what could happen tomorrow. Xx
The following day we see the consultant and all our worst fears were confirmed and I went on to have my termination 2nd May.
Tomorrow I see the same consultant exactly a year later as our little 'Roo' had lots of fluid behind its neck and spine at our scan last Wednesday and I had been dated back a week and was only 10+4.
Today I've not yet made it out of bed. My husbands on training. I'm lost, confused, upset and so scared of what could happen tomorrow. Xx