I've been a little constipated for a couple of days. Today I was able to go but the straining left me sore down there (sorry this is gross) anyway I was also really bloated and windy. This evening I started feeling the urge to go again but it felt really odd and there was a lot of pressure. The last time I had felt like that was when I was in labour with my little boy. The midwife had left the room I went into the toilet and tried to go but when I looked down what was coming out was my angel in his sack. I had to scream for my husband who had to rush and get midwife back so I could be moved and deliver. It all just came flooding back and I was completely paranoid that I was loosing this baby. I didn't and it was just wind but it's really freaked me out. No point to this post really just trying to get my head round it. I couldn't go to the toilet for a weeks without being panicked after having my boy. I can't go through this pregnancy thinking it will happen again.
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