I am really struggling at the moment to hold back tears all the time. We have several tests this month and I think it is the pressure of knowing that we will know soon if this baby is healthy or not.
Am finding it very hard to concentrate on anything since yesterday when we had dating scan.
I am a children's doctor and look after children with leukaemia which is usually fine but more difficult when I am more emotional than usual which definitely applies right now.
Would rather be busy and try and get on with it but it is proving a lot harder than I thought it would be. Not sure why it has suddenly hit me this week. Maybe because now we are at the stage of testing whereas I half expected something to go wrong sooner.
Has anyone else had trouble working whilst going through testing?
I am struggling to stay professional.
Am finding it very hard to concentrate on anything since yesterday when we had dating scan.
I am a children's doctor and look after children with leukaemia which is usually fine but more difficult when I am more emotional than usual which definitely applies right now.
Would rather be busy and try and get on with it but it is proving a lot harder than I thought it would be. Not sure why it has suddenly hit me this week. Maybe because now we are at the stage of testing whereas I half expected something to go wrong sooner.
Has anyone else had trouble working whilst going through testing?
I am struggling to stay professional.