Thursdays always seem to be bad days. If its not a leak after recent plumbing work its a parcel that doesnt turn up or a little bit of bad news.
Maybe its just my misery because we had our frist scan on a thurs where Ruperts problems were discovered. I delivered Rupert on a thurs. PM results were a thurs.
But i should be focusing on the positives. Every thursday i am a week further into this pregnancy. 10wks today. My early scan was done on a thurs at 7wks. Mw apt @ 11wks and the important scan to me is thurs at 12wks.
I just cant shake this doomy cloud on a thursday. I want to be so happy about this baby but i feel held back. Maybe things will look brighter after the scan, praying that everything says this baby is ok. I know anything could be picked up at the 20 wk scan or even later/birth but the 12 wk scan feels like such a brick wall.
Im sorry im rambling and bringing misery to such an optimistic bunch of brave ladies. We havent told anyone about this pregnancy just in case but i think i just feel alone.
Ive got a best friends wedding on saturday, im not bridesmaid because i turned her down as i should have been 33wks pg with Rupert. But i dont know whether to share it with my 3 best friends then. I dont want to steal her limelight in any way though, thats whats keeping my quiet. :-(
Maybe its just my misery because we had our frist scan on a thurs where Ruperts problems were discovered. I delivered Rupert on a thurs. PM results were a thurs.
But i should be focusing on the positives. Every thursday i am a week further into this pregnancy. 10wks today. My early scan was done on a thurs at 7wks. Mw apt @ 11wks and the important scan to me is thurs at 12wks.
I just cant shake this doomy cloud on a thursday. I want to be so happy about this baby but i feel held back. Maybe things will look brighter after the scan, praying that everything says this baby is ok. I know anything could be picked up at the 20 wk scan or even later/birth but the 12 wk scan feels like such a brick wall.
Im sorry im rambling and bringing misery to such an optimistic bunch of brave ladies. We havent told anyone about this pregnancy just in case but i think i just feel alone.
Ive got a best friends wedding on saturday, im not bridesmaid because i turned her down as i should have been 33wks pg with Rupert. But i dont know whether to share it with my 3 best friends then. I dont want to steal her limelight in any way though, thats whats keeping my quiet. :-(