Struggling at the moment

Hi


I am really struggling this week and really just wanted to get this off my chest. I am feeling the pressure from my family about Christmas and nobody seems to get it that I am going to find it hard without my angel boy. Not even Dh who even went as far as to tell me he didn't get what the problem was. I've been really upset crying about this all week.


I also went to a meeting at work when someone made a terrible reference to a mortuary and I started crying in the meeting.


My Dh is generally being a bit of a tw@t to me, really snappy and I keep crying because of that. I'm really fed up with it and being made to feel like this. I find him being really selfish and not supportive at all.


I am really worried that this all this crying is going to cause a problem with the baby and I am petrified.


I have my anomaly scan on Tuesday and no one seems to think that's a big deal either.


Sorry for the rant I am really hoping I can get some sleep by getting this off my chest.


Fiona x