Mind a blur of unanswerable questions:
Will the baby have a heartbeat?
Will the dr be able to get a sample?
Will I miscarry a healthy baby after the procedure?
How will I cope with another bad news result?
Will I survive the hideous nausea if the baby is ok?
How will I cope with another baby if I have a good news result?
Do I even want to be a mother again?
Arghhhh! It's all so contradictory and ungrateful sounding. None of it makes any sense. I'm 42 now and had tfmr for t21 in march (let's face it, what else should I have expected at my age). Suffering awful nausea and stuffing myself full of horrible medication to make life tolerable. This poor baby. I'm happy in my little hopeful pregnant bubble but equally, I need to know what's going on. Roll on tomorrow. I needed that pointless rant off my chest. Sorry.
so, after what felt like a very long wait, and a lot of single magpies flying deliberately into my path, I received the phonecall giving me good news; normal chromosomes 13, 18 and 21. I'm immensely relieved; far more than I'd anticipated. Phew!
