Hi,
I got my bfp today (I think.. very faint but definitely there) I will know for sure in the morning when I do another test.
I'm 41 (42 in October) and I have a 3 1/2 year old. My first pregnancy I miscarried. My second gave me my rainbow. My third was a missed mc and I had to have a ERPC. It then took 9 months to fall again and that ended with tfmr in July 2016. 13 months down the line and here I am again having thought it was never gonna happen as we've been trying for a whole year!!
I'm in shock, I'm terrified and i'm not even allowing myself to feel excited. My tfmr was due to my boy (Max) having Down's syndrome and a very serious heart defect (the Down's wasn't the reason we chose to have the tfmr, the heart defect was) what if this happens again? I'm so scared that it will all go wrong again and I know that this time is my absolute last chance.
If anyone has any advice I would appreciate it. Xx
I got my bfp today (I think.. very faint but definitely there) I will know for sure in the morning when I do another test.
I'm 41 (42 in October) and I have a 3 1/2 year old. My first pregnancy I miscarried. My second gave me my rainbow. My third was a missed mc and I had to have a ERPC. It then took 9 months to fall again and that ended with tfmr in July 2016. 13 months down the line and here I am again having thought it was never gonna happen as we've been trying for a whole year!!
I'm in shock, I'm terrified and i'm not even allowing myself to feel excited. My tfmr was due to my boy (Max) having Down's syndrome and a very serious heart defect (the Down's wasn't the reason we chose to have the tfmr, the heart defect was) what if this happens again? I'm so scared that it will all go wrong again and I know that this time is my absolute last chance.
If anyone has any advice I would appreciate it. Xx
