Ladies I feel very needy at the moment and every time I have a worry I post so here is another one...!
I am just CRAZY anxious all of a sudden. I was actually quite enjoying this pregnancy and the 20 week scan was fine so you would think i would be getting more relaxed. Instead, a bad cold that I had sent me into a downwards spiral...
I read about a nasty virus called CMV that you can catch from toddlers and I've convinced myself that's what I had and that the baby has been hurt by it. Googling like crazy hasn't helped and I am now petrified. This wasn't helped when I checked my bloodwork from the start of this pregnancy and read that I was non immune to this.
I have just been 'getting by' the past 2 weeks, going through the motions and feeling so low. I go to bed early and just try to sleep as much as possible as I can't face the thought of losing another baby.
I have another appointment and reassurance scan next monday and feel like I won't make it until then. Then I think that i won't be able to handle the actual appointment.
I was wondering about calling the ARC helpline.
It's crazy how I've gone from kind of 'in control' to major major anxiety.
I know we're all in the same boat but a lot of you sound like you're coping better than me! Any advice? xxx