Hi ladies, So after getting my surprise BFP last weekend, the shock has settled a bit but now the worry has set in. I'm terrified something will happen to this baby. Last time with our angel, I had a horrible feeling from the start and just couldn't shake it, it was awful and true. I don't have that this time but do have moments when I think something bad is going to happen or that this can't all work out. Can't see myself with a baby in April next year! Husband is over the moon and so am I but I'm also terrified and have really dark moments too. Plus I must confess, I'm checking for any bleeding about 50 times a day. Got an early scan in 2 and a bit weeks but time is going so slowly.
Just feel all over the place. Very scared but happy too. Trying to stay away from Dr Google. Even reading that some people have had losses after TFMR has terrified me.
Sending love xx
Just feel all over the place. Very scared but happy too. Trying to stay away from Dr Google. Even reading that some people have had losses after TFMR has terrified me.
Sending love xx