Had my 16 week scan yesterday - some of you may have seen my update on the Button post.
Anyway it was so intense and instantly I felt uncomfortable and any excitement I had vanished. She scanned the brain, heart organs and limbs in great detail and I believe was happy with everything she see. Didn't really say much...
Then she scanned the spine and said there was still little gaps by the coxis and they would check for spina bifida at my 20 week scan. I asked if this was normal and she said no but there is no bulges and not to worry. And wrote on my scan report everything was normal.
I however have been a mess since can't stop crying and feel so deflated. I don't know what to do or think. I wish I had asked so many more questions but I tend to just shut down when I enter these scan rooms.
I'm finding this all so so hard :(
Anyway it was so intense and instantly I felt uncomfortable and any excitement I had vanished. She scanned the brain, heart organs and limbs in great detail and I believe was happy with everything she see. Didn't really say much...
Then she scanned the spine and said there was still little gaps by the coxis and they would check for spina bifida at my 20 week scan. I asked if this was normal and she said no but there is no bulges and not to worry. And wrote on my scan report everything was normal.
I however have been a mess since can't stop crying and feel so deflated. I don't know what to do or think. I wish I had asked so many more questions but I tend to just shut down when I enter these scan rooms.
I'm finding this all so so hard :(