So the day finally arrived...and we had the cvs to test for our genetic condition (1 in 4 chance). Emotional day being back in the foetal medicine department where we told the horrific news about our darling boy at 30 weeks 18months ago. A few tears and lots of anxiety - but it's done and I'm home resting.
They said results will be in on Tuesday, which is sooner than I expected and just have everything crossed. Despite the fear today, I felt the glimmer of excitement and overwhelming love for our little bean on the screen....even though I told myself I wouldn't look (I couldn't help but have a peek). Maybe it will be ok. Maybe not. But we are ever so lucky to be under such fabulous care at the hospital - so sensitive and caring and even mentioned about last time with such compassion. Made me feel very lucky to have been given this chance to try again and to have the NHS!
I hope you ladies are doing well. Lots of love xx
They said results will be in on Tuesday, which is sooner than I expected and just have everything crossed. Despite the fear today, I felt the glimmer of excitement and overwhelming love for our little bean on the screen....even though I told myself I wouldn't look (I couldn't help but have a peek). Maybe it will be ok. Maybe not. But we are ever so lucky to be under such fabulous care at the hospital - so sensitive and caring and even mentioned about last time with such compassion. Made me feel very lucky to have been given this chance to try again and to have the NHS!
I hope you ladies are doing well. Lots of love xx
