It's my angels due date his Sunday, the last big hurdle to get past I feel. I'm feeling such a mixture of emotions, sadness and anger fir wat happened to him, guilt for feeling sad for my loss at the same time as feeling happy for my rainbow, I'm getting flashback to that horrible.
I've had a horrible head ache for days and feel so tired i know it's my brains way of telling me I'm overwhelmed. It's making it hard to get through the day, I'm rubbish at with and rubbish with my son :(
On Sunday we are going to let off some balloons in his memory avd go out for lunch I'm hoping after I might be able to let go a bit xx
I've had a horrible head ache for days and feel so tired i know it's my brains way of telling me I'm overwhelmed. It's making it hard to get through the day, I'm rubbish at with and rubbish with my son :(
On Sunday we are going to let off some balloons in his memory avd go out for lunch I'm hoping after I might be able to let go a bit xx