So after 9 weeks of trying to be brave and be ok I've cracked today I've started to cry and now don't know how to stop :(I have my scan on Monday, why can't it be Monday today? I need to know this baby is ok or if I have to go through that horrible process again, I'm so scared and fed up of putting on a brave face, it's my wedding anniversary today and my birthday Saturday and we off to Paris for the day tomorrow but I just want to go to bed and sleep until Monday.Caved and tried to get in to see the private doctor today but he's full :( x
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