I have such a massive mix of emotions right now. My Rainbow is here safe and healthy and Im totally in love with my little man yet at the same time Im finding myself in floods of tears and Im realising Im still struggling with grief and guilt for my Angel. I feel guilty for feeling happy. I know my hormones are all over the place atm and this probably isnt helping things. Im not sure Im ever going to feel totally sure that I done the right thing for my Angel. Its also coming up to Leos 2 year anniversary. Just feel very sad xx
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