I'm going round in circles here. Mostly panicking and struggling as you will know (you must be fed up hearing my panics!!) and now and again getting wee bursts of excitement.
Now I'm back to my usual train of thought of this baby not making it to me safe. I'm 35 weeks and refuse to make a birth plan, I have no Moses basket and I have no realistic thoughts of another person joining our family. People keep telling my dd its not long now until shes a big sister and I want to scream at them for leading her on :( how on earth do I get over this?!
Has anyone else felt like this? Anyone who's already had their rainbow felt like this until the birth? Xx
Now I'm back to my usual train of thought of this baby not making it to me safe. I'm 35 weeks and refuse to make a birth plan, I have no Moses basket and I have no realistic thoughts of another person joining our family. People keep telling my dd its not long now until shes a big sister and I want to scream at them for leading her on :( how on earth do I get over this?!
Has anyone else felt like this? Anyone who's already had their rainbow felt like this until the birth? Xx