Not really sure where to post don't feel I fit the description for any of the boards now but I know you ladies, so I'm posting here.
Going in for a wee hour visit to work this morning not due back until 20th April but need to see everyone and get over that doorstep.
I had a fazed return last year but need a longer fazed return this time I hope they're in agreement with me.
This is just so much worse this time than the last time. Getting back to normal is the worst thing; I had planned to go off early, which means I would have been due to go on maternity the end of May and now I've to work out whether I want holidays at Christmas. It's just so hard.
Time will heal because the shock of losing my second wee girl will wear off and this twilight zone will simply become my reality and life goes on or so they say.
I can't believe just four weeks ago I was a full member of the rainbow board with Katie kicking away inside. What an unbelievable game of luck life is.
Amy 14/06/14 and Katie 05/03/15 TFMR severe spina bifida.
Going in for a wee hour visit to work this morning not due back until 20th April but need to see everyone and get over that doorstep.
I had a fazed return last year but need a longer fazed return this time I hope they're in agreement with me.
This is just so much worse this time than the last time. Getting back to normal is the worst thing; I had planned to go off early, which means I would have been due to go on maternity the end of May and now I've to work out whether I want holidays at Christmas. It's just so hard.
Time will heal because the shock of losing my second wee girl will wear off and this twilight zone will simply become my reality and life goes on or so they say.
I can't believe just four weeks ago I was a full member of the rainbow board with Katie kicking away inside. What an unbelievable game of luck life is.
Amy 14/06/14 and Katie 05/03/15 TFMR severe spina bifida.