We all know how difficulty pregnancy is, physically. Yet because I've been through hell & back (like we all have) I feel extremely guilty if I have a moan.
I'm nearly 30 weeks and so far everything is going well with my pregnancy. Baby is happy and very active, I don't have gestational diabetes like I did with DD1, and there have been no complications or worries. I am SO lucky. However I feel so down & can't stop crying tonight.
I have insomnia. It's been going on for weeks and I'm beyond shattered. My bump is massive, so walking is a struggle & my hips & lower back are killing. I'm peeing literally every 30 minutes and it won't bloody stop!!! Im pretty sure that I have an infection down there but doctors have swabbed me and said I'm fine, so just got to put up with the symptoms. I am working every day and when I'm not working I'm looking after my toddler who is going through a difficult phase.
I feel so useless. I'm being a shouty mum. I did the weekly food shop on Saturday which took 2 hours however I shouldn't have bothered as I've just discovered that a load of the food I bought has already expired - I forgot to check the dates. I left the bathroom tap running slightly this morning and nearly flooded the bathroom. My DD constantly hits me and stuff and never cuddles me yet will cuddle OH. And I look like a hippo & no clothes fit or look nice on me.
I shouldn't moan but jeez I can't help it today :( x
I'm nearly 30 weeks and so far everything is going well with my pregnancy. Baby is happy and very active, I don't have gestational diabetes like I did with DD1, and there have been no complications or worries. I am SO lucky. However I feel so down & can't stop crying tonight.
I have insomnia. It's been going on for weeks and I'm beyond shattered. My bump is massive, so walking is a struggle & my hips & lower back are killing. I'm peeing literally every 30 minutes and it won't bloody stop!!! Im pretty sure that I have an infection down there but doctors have swabbed me and said I'm fine, so just got to put up with the symptoms. I am working every day and when I'm not working I'm looking after my toddler who is going through a difficult phase.
I feel so useless. I'm being a shouty mum. I did the weekly food shop on Saturday which took 2 hours however I shouldn't have bothered as I've just discovered that a load of the food I bought has already expired - I forgot to check the dates. I left the bathroom tap running slightly this morning and nearly flooded the bathroom. My DD constantly hits me and stuff and never cuddles me yet will cuddle OH. And I look like a hippo & no clothes fit or look nice on me.
I shouldn't moan but jeez I can't help it today :( x
