Hi lovely ladies. I've felt so calm about this pregnancy so far - very accepting and pragmatic. But over the last week I have found myself feeling really emotional and tearful. I have my 16 week scan on Thursday to check little one's anatomy - they can't see small anomalies but big ones can be visible - Kate's fatal heart defect can be detected at 16 weeks. I guess it's the reality that is hitting me that in less than 2 days I will be told whether this precious little soul can make it. Im praying that the odds that are im my favour actually do go in my favour. Im praying with all my heart that I will hear good news. Im just so scared knowing that there is a possibility that a doctor could break my heart again. Sorry to sound so deflated. I hope I don't upset anyone. I just needed to talk about how im feeling to people who can understand why I feel this way. Lots of love to you all xxxxxx
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