Ok, totally fed up now. I'm 39+1, due this Saturday 9th. I've been in a bit of pain in my back and I was hoping it was the start of something but I knew it wasn't really. My husband insisted insisted last night that I call the maternity ward even if it was just to talk to a midwife. So I called and they wanted me to come in. All is ok with the baby but they are pretty sure I have a kidney stone. I feel so gutted that now I have to be in pain trying to pass a kidney stone while trying to prepare to go through labour. I feel like I'm not going to have anything left mentally by the time the baby is ready to come. It's so hot here (over 30 degrees today), I have to wear support tights for my varicose veins and now I'm sitting here in pain every half an hour. I know there's nothing anyone can do, I just need to complain a little. I've had high risk results on the screening tests at 12 weeks, an agonising 3 week wait to do the amnio (placenta was in an awkward place for a cvs) and stomach flu three times in this pregnancy, it's just been so hard, I can't seem to catch a break. I know I'm incredibly lucky to already have one rainbow and now to be expecting another healthy baby but I'm just spent and I've got the hardest part (physically) to go. No question, I'm just complaining.
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