Now I am bloody terrified! Not even of the birth as such. I have spent lots of time thinking about it and realise that it could be very long, very painful and end with intervention or a section. But I am also confident my princess will be born successfully and be able to come home with us (where this positivity has come from I have no idea!) My worry is I then have a new born and they are my responsibility and it is my job to make sure they are safe and well forever and I have no idea what the hell I'm doing!!! Did anybody else panic about this towards the end. I literally can't wait to take my baby home..... And be a mummy to a baby that can stay with me, I just panic I won't do it right!!! I think we have a few BAs due soon don't we? All so exciting :) xxx
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