i met up with some friends tonight and we were talking about this baby. I am the only one to have children so i know they arent in the same place or anything but it really showed me how much the last 16months has changed me and my priorities. They were taking about money, job, career, bigger house, better area and i was talking about being a mum and giving up work even if it means we stay in a 'rougher' (never had an issues) area as we dont have as much money. I dont care all i want is to be a mum there is nothing else in the world that i want right now. I felt like i should be ashamed for being one of 'those' women who live for their kids and have nothing of their own but im not ashamed. Noone else will ever get this will they?x
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