God I am going to come across as such a horrible person but here goes.
Im feeling guilty because I have so much anxiety and worry about the babies. Not only do I have the anxiety of the tfmr and history repeating itself but I feel so guilty that because there is 2 in there I have double the worry and sometimes I think I didn't ask for 2 and would this all be easier with 1.
I knew carrying a rainbow was going to be such hard work but throw a surprise 2 into the mix and im on a roller coaster. I am so grateful for having this chance of a rainbow and love them so much just the stress and anxiety of an already complicated history and now twins is a lot.
I get lots of comments like 'oh your brave. Or your mad' but I didn't put 2 babies in there! Im struggling to get my head round it myself without people saying things like that.
Sorry need to rant and hope it doesn't come across as im ungrateful or not pleased it just still all a lot to take in xx
Im feeling guilty because I have so much anxiety and worry about the babies. Not only do I have the anxiety of the tfmr and history repeating itself but I feel so guilty that because there is 2 in there I have double the worry and sometimes I think I didn't ask for 2 and would this all be easier with 1.
I knew carrying a rainbow was going to be such hard work but throw a surprise 2 into the mix and im on a roller coaster. I am so grateful for having this chance of a rainbow and love them so much just the stress and anxiety of an already complicated history and now twins is a lot.
I get lots of comments like 'oh your brave. Or your mad' but I didn't put 2 babies in there! Im struggling to get my head round it myself without people saying things like that.
Sorry need to rant and hope it doesn't come across as im ungrateful or not pleased it just still all a lot to take in xx